Friday 27 February 2009

It's all about control.

These are really exciting times. Which sounds like a bizarre way to start a blog, but it’s true. If I really got on it (like I am) then there are so many things available to me. I’ve set up a youtube for studentcooking, which I am happy about. I’m still writing for Itchy, hopefully I’ll be helping freetibet in the summer, there are various other projects I have under wraps too, it’s all very good in the hood. Anyway, that is why my blogging activity has been decreasing; I’ve been keeping myself busy.

I’ve got my marks back this week too. They are: 50, 53, 57 (not so good) but then also 67, 70 and 70 (excellent). So overall I’m really pleased, I just need to keep it up, and possibly even improve.

What’s bothering me today is how whipped some guys seemingly are. I feel like they see themselves as a joke. I just read on facebook that girls have stopped their boyfriends from talking to this friend of mine, and I’ve been talking to other friends who are telling me this strange stories about what their boyfriend says they can and can’t do, and the rules they make for him. I seriously feel like ranting at them! How can you make rules over somebody when all you’re doing is going out. I am single at the moment, but if a girl tried to tell me who to and not to hang out with, I would laugh in her face. Equally, she can hang out with whoever she likes, and talk to this or that person – I don’t get jealous like that, and as long as she’s not seriously flirting with a load of guys, I’m not that bothered. To me that seems normal. Nobody should have a huge thumb print on their forehead, and I say this now....... if a girl ever tries to have me whipped, I will kick her to the curb. It’s just not going to happen.

P&L.

Wednesday 18 February 2009

Wow!

So so so so... I'm back in Leeds now. And it's been mostly good.

I particuarly enjoy being reaquainted with my music collection, I've been singing non stop lately. This is actually why my blog will be so short today; I really struggle to sing/listen/type at the same time. Oh and I gotta mention my flatmates of course, wicked to see them again.

I got really pissed off yesterday because my disability pass was conviscated. Despite NOTHING being wrong with it, the ticket checker simply "didn't like the look of it" - dick. I've made a complaint about him, but I have no idea how I am going to get my card back. That's the one major negative. I also have a big essay to do, and having been told for the last six months that it was a pass/fail assignment, we're now going to be marked on it. I don't find this fair, but then my Uni does enjoy taking the piss.

Not that I am in a complaining mood... but my necklace just broke. I'm a little bit upset - it's the second one to break. I feel naked without it.

Ohhhh and... I'm trying to grow a beard/ponytail again. Haha :P

P&L!

Thursday 12 February 2009

I don't know why but...

I feel insanely guilty for not keeping this blog up and running. Shame on me for taking a near two week break. I even wrote a blog, but decided not to publish it. Not for any particular reason, other than it was rather boring.

Today though, I feel it's only right to talk about it. I am very rarely an emotional person. I am capable of being emotional, but I tend to stay at a bass level of happiness, and very rarely do I deviate from that. But seeing Diem and Kat made me very happy, although it brought home that I won't see them again for two weeks. Or anyone in London for that matter. So, sitting on the tube home, my negative thoughts converged and I just felt so lousy. I do love Leeds, I love where I live and who I live with, but I really am a London boy, and being somewhere else is proving to be very difficult. I leave behind a lot whenever I am in Leeds, but when I am in London there is not nearly as much to come back to - apart from varying levels of independence. Just to rub it in, I had to go on the Eye today, and be given an aerial tour of London's landmarks. Some funny pictures were taken :)

It was strange though, and I truly do think I possess a lot of power over my emotions, but I got home, started to cook a bit of food (gnocchi with salad) and I stuck Stevie Wonder on, and danced and sung about. Within five minutes I felt better. Magic!

My other mate Reuben, who've I known from day one of life, invited me out tonight and it was great to see him, catch up, and drink a pint.

Aside from my social and emotional life, my work life comes to an end tomorrow. I'm doing some archery and eating at a fancy restaurant, which should be fun! But as a whole this week hasn't been nearly as cool as I was hoping it would be.

Well, unless I blog tomorrow, this will be my last London blog. Cheerio.

Peace and love always. Mkb.

Sunday 1 February 2009

First February Blog

And how am I feeling so far? Hmm...

I had a surprise visit from my homies today, that was really cool to hang out with them. Oh and last night at SeOne was dope!

This evening though, I was sent out to see some comedy show. Except I couldn't find it - even with SatNav - and missed it as a result! Only when I got home did I work out where it was, and it was so obvious (although NOT the address they stated on their website - dickheads). SO hopefully my boss will not kill me, but if I never post again; you'll know why. Avenge my death :P

Looking forward to February though, I think it could be a great month.

I have a '25 things you don't know about me' thing to fill out now, so I'm going to do that, I'll put it up here. I love how I am talking to myself here really, ah I wish I had something a bit more interesting to say. One thing is... I think my liver is getting stronger :)

P&L